The horror /saddest moment by esthefani

The horror /saddest moment by esthefani - December 2019 Scholarship Essay

This started of by losing my grandfather . this changed my life completely because it left such han empty space in my heart . I had that devastated feeling inside of me .my heart was broken into a million pieces and nothing can ever replace that .I heard two missed calls from my father the afternoon of saturday august 20th . I picked up the phone and called him back my heart beating really fast i heard my father say your grandpa is no longer with us anymore ,I heard his voice go deeper and quieter as he sniffed and cried . I felt the pain deep down in my chest trying to hold it back . I heard his thoughts in my head and I felt his pain in my heart while my mother hugged me .

Losing him made me stronger but i understood god needed him more and that he's in a better place now .
Losing my grandfather made me stronger in the process of never giving up on myself always fight for what i want and now I can have the opportunity to take care of my grandmother .
Losing him made me get closer to my dad now we have better communication now i have the ability to support him and give him strength . loosing him was like a piece of my heart broken apart . the feeling that i got was a heart burn it ached my soul to feel how much pain my dad was going through I felt the ache my dad had in his heart this empty space that nobody could ever fill in his heart again .

The sensation of loosing him left such an empty space in my heart. The thought of seeing him every night besides my bed saying everything will be alright. Remembering the days that he use to carry me on his lap giving me candy and always hugging me and saying i was his favorite out of all his grandchildrens. the thought of him not being with us any more is super hard because i se the devastated face on my fathers face . my grandmothers heart broken after so many years together married with him . her eyes filled with tears ad her heart hanging
on her hand , she lets him go in peace .seeing her like that breaks my heart into somuch as i sat myself down and cryed two days straight .