From Diagnosis to Determination by Paige

From Diagnosis to Determination by Paige - December 2024 Scholarship Essay

When I was 14, I was a cheerleader, sang in an advanced choir, performed in my theater class, and always gave my all in school and life. Then my life took a turn when I was diagnosed with B-cell acute lymphoblastic leukemia. Everything I had ever known changed completely. The most challenging part wasn't the grueling chemotherapy or the changes to my body; it was my inability to fully pursue my academic goals. I missed not only my friends and my usual life but also the chance to meet the academic standards I had set for myself.

School meant everything to me so it was disappointing to feel like I could never do my best. While my friends moved on with their lives and studies, I felt stuck. Despite this, I cherished the days I felt well enough to do homework. Those moments brought me a sense of normalcy and satisfaction like no other.

In my sophomore year, I was still undergoing chemotherapy, but I was allowed to return to school. I was only in school for three classes, but they were my favorite part of the day. During my sophomore and junior years, I struggled with feeling behind my peers, especially since I had previously been in advanced classes and working ahead. Although it shouldn't have mattered, I felt embarrassed to admit that I was in a sophomore math class as a junior. But as I continued attending my math class, I realized that it doesn’t matter what level of the class you are in—whether regular or advanced. What truly matters is how you apply yourself and the effort you put in.

I decided that despite any doubts or feelings I was experiencing, I wouldn’t let them hinder my drive. I worked hard to catch up and set new academic goals for myself. Now, I'm a senior and having completed chemotherapy 6 months ago, school is still one of the most important aspects of my life. I am ranked number 1 in my class of 644 and am on my way to wearing a pathway cord at graduation. I love all my classes and give my all for each, the grade of the other students in the class no longer bothers me. Cancer was a challenge that taught me valuable academic lessons that fueled my determination. I look forward to embracing my future educational plans with the passion and resilience that have carried me this far.