Can I? by Massood

Can I? by Massood - December 2014 Scholarship Essay

There was a time when I was unsure of my abilities and was insecure about the judgmental thoughts of others. How I was perceived by my peers and the fear of failure controlled the very fiber of my being. It lead to rash indecisive decisions that almost lead me astray to the wrong path. My insecurities kept me trapped in a backwards pillar of time that nearly lead to my own self destruction. However this all changed when I was introduced to Weiss Schnee.

Weiss starts off as a huntress at Beacon Academy to slay monsters to atone for her past. Using her combat prowess and unique semblance of glyphs, she takes on the responsibility of being a part of a team and fights for justice. She often displays a cold, irritable, and confident personality, but isn’t afraid of showing her analytical and tactical side to put her teammates in check. She’s righteous and isn’t afraid to speak her mind and despises those who carelessly walk through life. Her strategic mindset and introvert personality is what sets her aside from most however. She’s fully aware that failure is not an option, but if it does occur she can learn and grow from her mistakes and progress herself further.

After analyzing my past and my doubts I realized that none of it truly mattered. I was so concerned about my abilities and status that I forgot my priorities. My priorities should without question, should immediately lie in my responsibility as a student. I was worrying so much about if I was capable, that I didn’t focus on being capable. I now understand that it is my duty to perfect and sharpen every technique. As Weiss said “I have a legacy of honor to uphold,” which means that we should be bold and prideful enough to endure the negativity of others.

I now realize that I won’t let small obstacles get in the way of my ambitions. Through creativity, dedication, organization, dexterity, tenacity, and my undeterred nature I will accomplish my goals. What matters now is that I put my best effort into all of my responsibilities and aim for perfection.